I want...

Currently Sitting in The Office. I'll Blog something actually worth reading someday soon. However right now, I want a gooey, warm chocolate chip cookies with a blanket, a fireplace and a christmas movie. Sharing the Love

Peace, Love, Happiness

XOXOXOX

New Moon...

Midnight Showing of New Moon. Guilty. Yes I went and watched it with Miss Calee. It. was. AMAZING. We got in line about an hour before the movie started, and were wrapped in a Chem Dry Blanket and freezing still. Once we got in the theater, we picked excellant seats, until 2, 35-40 yr old men came and sat next to us. Obvious Awkward Noob gamers. Most Awkward part, the one next to me kept staring at us during the movie. EEEK. So, once the movie started, and I saw Jacob Black, I realized a few things: 1. I am marrying a Brown Boy. 2. His muscles are beautiful. 3. I'm a pedafile because he's like 16 and I'm 21. 4. Screw Edward Cullen, it's all about Jacob Black ( in my opinion, edward is too manipulative) 5. He's beautiful. So getting down to the actual movie. Of course they skipped parts and arranged things differently as always is done when books come to theater. However, I loved the director better and the budget upgrade was apparant and much needed. I really enjoyed this movie a lot better than twilight, even though I liked Twilight better than new moon when reading ( mostly because I cried for hours while reading about Bella's horrific life without Edward). The actors are growing on me as well. I give this movie an Amber's stamp of approval and 2 thumbs up. I wanna watch it with Mookie when she comes! P.S i wanna start dressing like the cullens. Such class and Taste. Especially Esme's dress in the beginning, the purple frock. So cute. ok. Rant over. Go Team Jacob
Peace, Love, Happiness

XOXOX

When in the Event of an emergency...

When in the event of an emergency, please pull the red tab. Yeah, I wish that was true in real life as well. What happens when you don't have an oxygen mask, or a life vest to use? It's almost the same as trying to breathe through your nose when it is too stuffy. You begin to lose oxygen to the brain. Heart rate goes up, head hurts, thinking becomes fuzzy. Everything in your mind decides to give up swimming and begins to sink, slowly, but surely to the death that comes. What might be the hardest to fathom, is that I am not sure at all what I want, but at the same time, I know exactly what I want. I have the blueprints mapped out. I don't think that exists though. Can I really have my own blueprints? No. My Heavenly Father has them. If I have learned anything in my young life, it is that I am very stubborn and impatient. I also have learned to take care of myself. I like having plans and disciplining myself. What I have a hard time with is patience and allowing things to just happen when they happen. I am learning. I am learning that the best "red tab" in my life are the scriptures, prayer and faith in My Heavenly Father. When in the event of an Emergency... Pray.

HAPPY DANCE...

Right now. Get up. Do a Happy Dance. It's a Wonderful Day. You're Alive.

Do your Happy Dance! I know I am

Peace, Love, Happiness

XOXOX

Splattering my thoughts on the wall...

       Oh the glorious Fall. Novemember. It is November. The time has flown so quickly. This is gonna be one of those blogs that I ramble until I get out everything I need to. I'll try to section it so it makes sense. But I am not promising anything.      So a lot has happened since I have been home. I have begun to grow up. Not that I wasn't acting like an adult before, I just was still acting slightly like a teenager. As a 20 year old, that is ok still. As I progressed to turning 21, I was taught multiple lessons. Some from people around me, that I love and Trust. Some from people who broke my heart. And some were sent to me in many forms through Heavenly Father. I have learned and I have grown. Blossomed almost, from these many lessons, trials if you will. And you know what? I don't think I would change anything if I could. I wouldn't want to. Not even when I was acting sassy, or when I was hiding my issues in a bag until I wanted to deal with them. I have learned for a reason, and I love what I have learned. I am learning to embrace every bit of it.
      I am multi-faceted. A precious jewel in the works. So, there are a lot of angles to me. One of them being, I am a college senior now. WOWZERS. I am a little frustrated with classes right now, mainly because I need one (Family stress and Coping) and it is full. The teacher said come and crash the class and keep my eye out for people who drop,  but it makes me sad that I am not guaranteed a spot right now. Oh well. But yes, I am a senior! As my time at home as begun to quickly come to an end, I am realizing how excited I am to go back to BYU-I. Yes I will miss my family dearly, and my friends, but a new adventure lies ahead for me in Idaho.
      I kind of slipped into a rutt awhile ago. It was a plateau I hit in my spirtuality. I went to church, I have a testimony, I listened to lessons. I wasn't however reading my scriptures as I should have been. I also slacked on my praying. Now, people might say "eh, it's ok. You're not a bad person and you still have a strong testimony." That is how it all starts though. Now, normal people's lives might not be that affected by this too much. My life is always very affected when I stop reading my scriptures and stop praying. Call me crazy, but I think it's because I have always felt that I have a strong connection with Heavenly Father, and when I don't have those ways to talk and learn, I start to slip. Happy days though, I have begun to read my scriptures again ( in 3rd Nephi, WOOT) and praying every morning and every night. I can just picture Heavenly Father laughing at me as I crawl out of bed and pray, quite groggily. Either way, He knows my intentions.
       Now, as my last weeks in California start to dwindle, I am learning what is most important, who is most important and how to spend my time. Arts and Crafts have been a priority, as well as Family Time, Calee time and Church choir time. I love every minute of my days now, and I begin each morning with "Today is going to be an amazing day." And you know what? They all have been.
      Ok... That is it for now... but be on the look out for more of my crazy ramblings. Until then, enjoy the fun and wacky blogs I like to do! Peace, Love, Happiness

XOXOX
  

     

Happy Birthday to me...

Yes Folks, I am now 21 years old. So this is how it went down! On saturday, Calee decided to spend the day with me! We went to Nordstrom Rack, where she bought me the CUTEST pair of black boots for my birthday! We then proceeded to head to the Carlsbad Outlets. My first trip there! Totally worth it! After our shopping adventures, we went back to calees where she did Laundry and I took a nice nap in her COMFY bed! ( I will so miss her mattress when I go back to Idaho) Then, she woke me up so I could get ready to go to Dinner! Calee-Belle, Me and Rae met up with our group and we went to The Hard Rock Cafe. I love it there! I loved having everyone at my day before my birthday dinner! On my actual Birthday, my parents, baby brother and I went to Disneyland!!!! It was SO MUCH FUN! I havent been in a year, and for me, that is way too long! So, we had an amazing day as a family and the Fireworks were incredible. Thanks to my roomie ash, we got the best spot and watched the cool fireworks just for Halloween! I am now 21. Weird, but nice. I loved every minute of it. The only thing that could have made it better is if Maria were there too! But I get to see her soon! Enjoy the pics!! Peace, Love, Happiness

XOXOXOX

Happy Birthday Maria...

Today is Thursday, October 22nd. Yes, I am very aware of the fact that I just stated the date. Today is a special day. Today is my best friends 22nd birthday. Maria Katharyn Canfield aka mooks aka Mookie aka Moo-pie aka Maweeha is 22 on the 22nd. Happy Golden Birthday mi amor. Maria is an amazing best friend. She is always thinking of me. She is always there to help me, whether it's 2 am or 2 pm. She is also my roommate! Maria gives the best hugs and the best kisses on the cheeks. She is beautiful, talented, smart and amazing in so many ways that i can't describe. So to you my maria, happy birthday! I LOVE YOU

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